Loving Lisa Bk. 01 Ch. 06: Everyday

The next morning Lisa woke a bit before Bill's alarm and just watched him sleep. She thought about what he had confessed to her the night before. Her main emotion was relief that Bill hadn't done anything to endanger their health or their relationship. As far as she was concerned, one lap dance, or a few a year, even if he came in his pants, wasn't really cheating. The fact that the woman he chose for a lap dance was, just like his favorite porn star, a doppelganger, told her what he really wanted. She struggled with feelings of guilt and shame at her neglect, and also the feeling that she was pushing too hard on the sex to try to make up for her years of neglect in the bedroom. After Bill's alarm went off and he had woken, Lisa said, "Good morning, buddy, did you sleep well?" "Yeah, babe, you?" "Really well. Hey, I know I was in the drivers' seat yesterday, and when I start something new, I get a little obsessed. So I'm going to back ...